I'm really sad right now and I just need to blog a little and cry a lot so disregard this post entirely if you want to. I will take no offense to it.
Alright, here we go.
So it's the holiday season and I should be all happy and cuddled with my family next to the fireplace and singing and dancing but all I've been doing for the past two days is laying in bed watching Netflix on my laptop with the lights off. I get up to go to the bathroom and to get something to drink.
My parents, instead of being concerned, got pissed off and forced me to leave the house and take me to the mall. I begged them not to make me because I just can't handle crowds right now for some reason but the told me to stop whining and made me go.
Thirty minutes into the trip, I just locked myself in a bathroom stall and cried.
We got home and my dad yelled at me and I once again returned to my bedroom and now neither of them is speaking to me and they just left a tray of food outside of my room and whacked on my door and it was my mom and I asked her why she was mad at me and she didn't even answer me and then I cried again and I just don't know.
It just makes me so upset that my parents won't help me.
Especially when there is something so clearly wrong and I'm just so tired of being sad all the time and I honestly just want something to change so I can just enjoy life.
And I know this whole post has made me sound like a whiny bitch but whatever.
I'm sorry.
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